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Sun Dec 20, 2009, 9:54 AM
  • Mood: Winter Downs
  • Listening to: Within Temptation - The Cross
  • Reading: Ruttolinna
  • Watching: D.Gray-man ep. 3
  • Playing: Odin Sphere
  • Drinking: Tea
Art status || 100 themes challenge




I HAVE BEEN SO DEAD. *headshot* 8'D

.... no, really. i'm sorry about my silence, i haven't shown any signs of life after moving to own apartment, though i got the internet after three weeks. :'''D sorry about this. IRL and all the stuff have eaten all of my time, and besides that, i'm lazy. *dies*
actually i really don't have much drawings to upload, and yes yes yes i'm very sorry about the ten free sketches challenge, since i haven't worked much with that one as well. ;oo; BUT I WILL FINISH IT. promise.
but well, i have cosplay photos at least. should i upload them? and i have way too many cosplay plans for next year, guess i'm going to make a journal or submission about them. :''''D you'll see then.
and i seriously need to do something to my money situation, it's getting worse and worse - and Christmas is not helping at all. @n@'' i'm glad i have almost all of the gifts already, and i'm going to bake something, perhaps~~ but still. money plz. i try to write for a paper and earn with that way, and i'm hoping i'd get some money as a christmas gift, but let's see about that. D::

.... what a materialist-- *headshot^2* (actually not, just a lifeless cosplayer. eheh.)

what more?
i have been just fine living by my own, though i'm just 16. 8) i'm visiting my ol' home almost every weekend, and living weekdays in Helsinki~ and i love my home, it's just the right size and very comfortable. *u* (you can see my apartment here: [link] ) having some independence and peace is just great.
i'm doing fine in the school too~ 8)) i have gotten many friens, my class mates are awsum and so is the school, too. i love my school, helsinki's upper secondary school of visual arts. *UU* i can't even imagine to study in any other school anymore, i belong there. :''---------DD because i'm in the first grade, i'm having long days but doesn't matter, art lessons, friends and stuff makes it easier to manage.

oh well.
in this moment, i actually feel a bit lonely or something - how are you, everyone?
i miss some people _a lot_, i'd like to talk to someone right now. 8(
hmm-nm anygays, couple of my friends are coming here tomorrow (tomorrow will be the last school day, as well) and on tuesday, i'll be going back to m' mother's house. happy to see friends and spend christmas with my family. *u*


so, happy holidays for everyone!
though i have been dead, you all mean a lot for me. *u*
and i'm trying to upload more often, now!

(and to the end of this journal entry, a tag from ~NeonVampire, since she along many other has tagged me :'''D)



100 truths

001. Real name? - Ida
002. Nickname(s)? - Along with Weenyah and the variations of it, erm... dunno, don't have any. : D sometimes i've been called "Iita".
003. Zodiac sign? - Virgo
004. Male or female? - (fe)male. n_n
005. Elementary? - I was in Pajula's elementary school, and it actually wasn't very good time. :''D I was bullied through the whole 6 years, but well, I grew up to cold world AND there were those good things, as well.
006. Middle School? - Moisio's middle school. Actually went a lot better than elementary, since I got away from everybody and got new friends. I met one of my most dearest friends there. Though it didn't went so well in last year, but.. oh well.
007. High School? - Started it now, it's Helsinki's upper secondary school of visual arts. (.. it's like high school) AND I fuckin' love my school. <3 I have great friends there, I can be just who I am and .. well. Doing great though I have some problems outside the school.
008. Hair color? - Is in the moment something between ash blond and golden blond, but hopefully it will become white or red soon. :''''D
009. Long or short? - If it's about hair still, it's very short. 8 D if talking about my height, I'm tall. n_n
010. Loud or Quiet? - Depends ~ Usually I can be quite a loud one, especially with other people, but I can be quiet too. Depends for example in my mood too.
011. Sweats or Jeans? - Jeans.
012. Phone or Camera? - ... a phone :'''D
013. Health freak? - About my eating, sometimes, yes. Same for exercising.
014. Drink or Smoke? - Drink.
016. Eat or Drink? - ...... D:: I say drink.
017. Piercings? - Just one ear piercing in the left ear, but there will be more in ears, maybe a bridge later. : D
018. Tattoos? - DO WANT. But can't have yet. 8(

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane? - Many times 8)
020. Been in a car accident? - ... mm, no.
021. Been in a fist fight? - Fight yes, but actual fist fight.. er, can't say.

FIRSTS:
022. First piercing? - At the age 12, I guess o-o
023. First best friend? - Was in kinder garten, what a shame that she's changed and I haven't actually met her in many years. 8( I had great time with her when I was a little child.
025. First award? - Was in first grade, when I got an award of maths and natural science. 8' ) I was shocked back then. X'D
026. First crush? - .... eeee. Was some boy in my class at the couple of first years in elementary? D:: the first "true love" was in third grade, it was a boy from Lapland. 8'D
028. First big vacation? - I went to Grand Canaria with my grandma in third grade. :3 (THE place where I met THE boy from Lapland :''D) It was so exciting and awsum and all~!

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to? - ~Ficasahn, she called and asked about school-stuff :''D
030. Last person you texted? - ~NeonVampire ~
031. Last person you watched a movie with? - ......... asdfgshdj! D:: Was it with Mari...?
032. Last food you ate? - Couple of open sandwiches with cheese, and then tea, and chocolate brownies.
033. Last movie you watched? - NEW MOON IHQ <33<33<3 ... I sweared that I'm not going to watch it unless someone pays for me, and Mari kind of did :''D so we watched it free and laughed our asses of. n_n
034. Last song you listened to? - Britney Spears - 3
035. Last thing you bought? - I think it was a Christmas gift for my little sister. --- no, I just ran to get some milk
036. Last person you hugged? - .... ~NeonVampire, miss you dear, gladly we'll see next week~

FAVES:
037. Food? - Chicken and rise? Ebly is nice too, and many of vegetarian food. 8)
038. Drinks? - Black tea with milk and one spoonful of sugar. Coffee with milk and sugar, original Fanta, non-fat-milk, hot chocolate etc~
039. Clothing? - Black-white-red, something like rockish, I dunno. 8''D I wear what I like.
040. Book? - Old Kingdom -trilogy, LotR -trilogy, don't know. :''D I love to read and I have just too many favourite books.

041. Music? - ..there are many songs I like from many artists, and I'm not faithful to genres :'''D .. but let's say that I like Linkin Park, Emilie Autumn, Travis, Snow Patrol, Porcelain and the Tramps, Zeromancer, the Veronicas, t.A.T.u, Three Days Grace, Frou Frou / Imogen Heap, Skillet and different soundtracks.

042. Flower? - Roses. I do like many other flowers, but anything special ain't comin' to my mind right now. :''D
043. Colors? - Black, red and white, and an other one that you can find out by yourselves. n_n
044. Movies? - Amélie, Enchanted, Moulin Rouge, many of Ghibli's and Disney's movies - Battle Royales, Asian Vision movies, many thriller/horror movies etc.
045. Shoes? - I prefer long boots and high heels, but I don't have a lot of shoes that I'd like. :<
046. Subjects? - Art absolutely, but English and history too. *u*


IN THE PAST YEAR I ... :
047. [x] kissed in the snow
048. [x] celebrated Halloween
049. [x] had your heart broken
050. [x] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [x] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [ ] came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [x] done something you've regretted
056. [x] broke a promise
057. [x] hid a secret
058. [x] pretended to be happy
059. [x] met someone who changed your life
060. [x] pretended to be sick
061. [x] left the country
062. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [ ] cried over the silliest thing
064. [x] ran a mile
065. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend
066. [ ] stayed single the whole year


CURRENTLY:
067. Eating? - I just ate spinach pancakes, nom. <3
068. Drinking? - Tea *u*
069. I'm about to? - I SHOULD write and do many things, but let's see :'''D Talk to my friends at least.
070. Listening to? - GUMI aka Megpoid's songs.
071. Plans for today/tomorrow? - Today I'm going to write something, talk with friends, just be online. Tomorrow is last day of school - couple of my friends are staying here, and we're going to church at night with m' school. :3
072. Waiting for? - Christmastalia, confirmation camp on February where I will be like a tutor to kids, all the conventions, Nordic photoshoot, summer plans like going Moscow (I REMEMBER THIS, TWIN! >8D), grand ball for old on February 2011 and stuff like that. :'''D

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? - Dunno, yes? But not many at least.
074. Want to get married? - Maybe, yes?
075. Careers in mind? - A pilot. : D .. seriously. Or a tattooist. Or something else that has something to do with art.

WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY / GIRL?
076. Lips or eyes? - Eyes come ahead of lips ~
077. Shorter or taller? - Actually doesn't matter, but I have noticed that I turn into shorter ones. : D Taller is fine too, though.
078. Romantic or spontaneous? - Both, depending on the situation. 8)
079. Nice stomach or nice arms? - Tummy! <3 .... erm. x'''D although nice arms are nice. *u*
080. Sensitive or loud? - This one depends on the situation too.
081. Hookup or relationship? - Relationship.
082. Troublemaker or hesitant? - Both. :''D I wouldn't stand _just_ a troublemaker or hesitant one.

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses / contacts? - Not for good, but yes. |D
084. Ran away from home? - Planned.
085. Held a gun / knife for self defense? - I actually can't remember, but since I don't, it cannot have been very serious.
086. Killed somebody? - No.
087. Broken someone's heart? - I guess that I have.
088. Been arrested? - Erm, no :''D
089. Cried when someone died? - Yea.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself? - Sometimes. At least I try.
091. Miracles? - .... I really don't know anymore :''D I do hope for them, but it's hard to believe.
092. Love at first sight? - Mm, I guess that I do not.
093. Heaven? - .. yes.
094. Santa Claus? - : D WHO KNOWS.
095. Sex on the first date? - No.
096. Kiss on the first date? - Maybe n_n

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? - There is. :''D Missing you. Though I'm missing couple of other girls right now as well, sdsf. 8<
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? - I guess that ... I don't know. I'm kind of happy and at least I should be, but too often there are moments that just let me down.
099. Do you believe in God? - I do.

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people and why? - Asdfghj : D I'm too lazy to tag anyone, just do this if you're interested.

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movin'

Sat Aug 15, 2009, 2:52 PM
  • Mood: Bliss
  • Listening to: Röyksopp - Circuit Breaker
  • Watching: getbackers ep. 49
  • Playing: Ôkami
Art status || 100 themes challenge



just a quick update - i'm moving to my own apartment tomorrow (sunday 16.8.) 'nd i'm in the worst case without internet about two weeks @__@''
i'll check my messages always when i can ~
'nd i'll work on that sketch-thingy ! there's still slots open *u*
but now. some rest. thxbye~


.: free sketches


copied from ~Lefrin's journal ~

the first 10 people that comment in this journal will get a free __sketch__ of anything you want. but, in exchange, you have to put this and the free offer of 10 __sketches__. if anyone already has done this or something like that, simply put the link of your journal with the offer in your comment to the journal you ask a __sketch__ to... its just for fun !

.... i can draw almost everything. 8'D or, at least, i can try X'D
i don't draw just canines or people, i can draw for example felines, birds, any animals you suggest, dragons, meccha, fantasycreatures et cetera et cetera.
you can always ask. 'D

~ W


.: slots

I ~labassistant008 - Xigbar meets Cid Highwind >8||
II ~Lefrin - Baz [link]
III ~Wempuli - Waka
IV ~Wican - [link]
V =ShadeofShinon - Fala
VI ~variksenpelatt - Green and Charizard from Pokémon [link]
VII ~Ficasahn - Mortal Sielumarionetti (as human)
VIII ~haarukka - ?
IX ~Glowcrow - Nuru Nia [link]
X ~Sumu-Sazu - ?

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what's happening + free sketches

Thu Aug 13, 2009, 4:07 AM
  • Mood: Pleased
  • Listening to: Porcelain and the Tramps - King of the World
  • Watching: getbackers ep. 40
  • Playing: nothing, as my PS2 is in helsinki .. 'D
Art status || 100 themes challenge



... 8'D
oh god i have been dead. 'D sorry for being so lazy t' update u__u

but well.
i came, as you see, alive from greece - though it was hot like hell all the time. 8'D
but i loved the night ;w; it was just .. perfectly warm and the life and lights in the athens at night and that sky OH GOD. i want to feel it sometime in the future again. <3
... we were good tourists and visited some ruins, went shopping 'nd swimming et cetera. 'D
it wasn't anything special, that holiday, but it was nice enough~

after that was animecon, which was held in helsinki. we were with ~Emju at ~Wempuli's place four days, 'nd i sure had fun~ *u*
though my sunday's costume, zack fair, was just .. horrible. @__@''''
i'm going to remake the whole costume to next year's tracon.

........ and after all this was ropecon 31.7. - 2.8. X'D
it just was so great, better than animecon or desucon to me *uuu*
i cosplayed cid highwind's ac version, and i - got - finally - the whole costume - ready, i had gloves in the right size etc. >'''D now my soul can rest in peace u__u
i worked there 8 hours and got the ticket to convention for free, and it was actually fun as well. i did'nt sleep much and all the time was happening and asdasdasd 8''D <3
thanks for everybody for that, it was great. <3 ... though i had to leave early on sunday :00 i went to my place to clean up and sort things.

oh, right - i'm moving to helsinki on this week's sunday 8'D i were at my place last saturday as well, and that apartment starts to be ready. i have to get just couple of things anymore~
and next weeks tuesday i'm going to helsinki's upper secondary school of arts. *u* i'm just so, so happy that i got there, it has been my dream about five, six years. <3
so yes, i'm actually waiting for the school to start. >'D


so that was it, what has been happening here 'D
...... aaand then. free sketches. >8"D i haven't drawn so much lately, i guess that i have been so busy and i just have been too lazy to draw all the time. so, new start !


copied from ~Lefrin's journal ~

the first 10 people that comment in this journal will get a free __sketch__ of anything you want. but, in exchange, you have to put this and the free offer of 10 __sketches__. if anyone already has done this or something like that, simply put the link of your journal with the offer in your comment to the journal you ask a __sketch__ to... its just for fun !

.... i can draw almost everything. 8'D or, at least, i can try X'D
i don't draw just canines or people, i can draw for example felines, birds, any animals you suggest, dragons, meccha, fantasycreatures et cetera et cetera.
you can always ask. 'D

~ W


.: sketches

I ~labassistant008 - Xigbar meets Cid Highwind >8||
II ~Lefrin - ?
III ~Wempuli - ?
IV ~Wican - [link]

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to the Hellenic Republic?

Sun Jun 21, 2009, 4:23 AM
  • Mood: Passionate
  • Listening to: Hillsong - He Is Lord
  • Playing: Ôkami *u*
  • Drinking: Tea ~
Art status || 100 themes challenge




mawr~~

just updating. ''D
.. sorry that i haven't uploaded anything for a while, but i promise that you'll soon see some new stuff. u_u
i have to finish couple of pictures and believe, i have a lot of ideas that i want to try out. 'D
i just don't have enough time D8

i'm going to Greece tomorrow, 22. of June, 'nd i'm coming back on 29. day.
i'm not going to be active here on those days since we don't have a computer there, but let's see if i can finish some drawings and take some pictures~~
and i still should upload pictures from our photoshoot (which was held in May) and Desucon. 'D well, lot's to do ! u_u

and now i'm stressing about Animecon - yes, still X'D - since i can't do my costumes in Athens and asfdghlslf. D::
... hope that i will get them ready before the deadline. u__u''
i should still finish a shirt, do some straps, finish my armors and buster sword, make couple of shoes and and .. lot's of stuff. o_o''

.......... hmm. hopefully i will get back alive, since there are fires in the ground, earthquakes and about 30-40 degrees. X'D
i'll melt and sent back in a bucket </3
.. okay okay, i try my best to enjoy my time here and so on and so on, since i haven't been abroad for years. ''D though i don't have a lot of money o-o
i'm getting my paycheck from my summejob a day after i'm coming back to home. 'D but well, at least i have then some money to animecon and to next years conventions~
.... hmm, i should do a status to my next cosplays, too. >8| i just updated my art status (........ at last) dyn~ :3

i guess that that was all. 'D just a random journal entry to tell, why i'm not online for a week. \o



...................... and deviantART's mood's are not working, again 8|



always yours,
Weenyah ♥

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... what the-

Fri Jun 12, 2009, 12:10 PM
  • Mood: Passionate
  • Listening to: DJ Melodie - Sound Of My Dreams
Art status || 100 themes challenge || Feature!



... okay, sorry for spamming yer message centres, but i had t' say this out loud since i'm not so sure yet by myself, that is this really truly happening .. 8''D

but well.
as i said in m' last journal - i got the results to upper secondary schools today.
and - i got to that school that i wanted ! ;www;
i'm now a student of Helsinki's Upper Secondary School of Visual Arts, and i'm all like .. wut? X"D and i'm just so happy. ;W; many of my friends will stay here, in a small city where i live, and i have to move to helsinki since it's 115 kilometres from my home town ó---o'' and yes, i'm 15 and moving away, but can't help it 'D and i'm happy that i will _at last_ get away from here, since i just need some .. own peace and space. m' mother is okay as a mom, but let's say that she's a little bit too strict. but i will miss all my dear ones; although i'm coming home almost every week at first. ._.

oh well, my results. from 20 points i got 17,33 *u*
.. i got from my certificate 9,33 points, and 8 points from the boards *uu* in that exam, i had to draw three pictures in four hours, and i didn't think that i could get so much points .. o---o but well, as said i'm just happy. <3

now all my plans are working 'D
all the planning and dreams and such are really coming true now ;w;
from that fuckin' pathetic, suicidal, bullied little girl, i have grown and living now my own life, my own dreams. and i'm happy in my life first time in 9 years, so this all is meaning a lot for me.

i can't say how thankful i am to several people, i hope that you know who you are - if you don't, i'll let you know. ♥
and a lot of people have let me know how they wish me luck, and have congratulated me - thanks a lot for that too ! *U*

so well, nothing more too special. ''D i just wanted to write this down and tell, that gosh, i'm really getting to that school that i have dreamt about six years at least. X"D
tydyn~ <3


with love, exhaustion and mushrooms,
Weenyah

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